Hold on to the prophecy.

God still gets the all the GLORY, no matter how much it hurts I know there’s a reason to why I endure so much suffering. God has closed many doors this past year to the point where I honestly wanted to completely give up. Many don’t know my story or what I go through and I don’t really talk about it because I used to believe it was embarrassing. How a person that loves the Lord so much be surrounded by unbelievers, in an unsaved family. Until speaking to other believers and sharing my testimony I didn’t realize that this is all on purpose, breaking those generational curses. Growing up I witnessed rituals and sacrifices. Crazy thing, God planted a seed very early, giving me the desire at a very young age to read the Bible. There was always something about the Bible that grabbed my attention and for some odd reason I knew Jesus was more, no one told me I just knew. At the beginning of my walk with Christ things seemed perfect, I was being transformed. It wasn’t until I grew more in the Lord that things started to change. Doors started closing and I was in my loneliest season. I cried and cried and cried. Why God. Why me. I know You. 

I've been prophesied over a few times and I truly didn't believe it, a person like me in a position of leadership is completely out of my lead. Until I went through the suffering I didn't understand it, I things I go through is to help build me, strengthen me and prepare me. Being more dependent on God and giving Him my all everyday. 

You are going to go through the most difficult times, people are going to leave, not believe you, not understand you. God is going to test your loyalty, your weakness, your ability to abide in Him and strip you completely for the things He has prepared for you. 

Take a look a Joseph's life. God gave Him a dream that he would be above his brothers and his brothers laughed, mistreated him and didn't believe him. He endured a lot of suffering but held on to what the Lord had told him. Later it all happened, his brothers where in need and Joseph was in the position to be that help. Joseph stayed faithful even when it seemed impossible.We must stay faithful when it seems impossible. Joesph knew what it was like to be looked down at, God was preparing him, humbling him, strengthening him for the thing he set out for him. 

Even when it doesn't make any sense, seems impossible, too far, or you think you're to weak. Know that what you are going through is not by chance its on purpose. Continue to give God all the glory because He is worthy of it ALL! Hold on to what he has told you and BELIEVE IT! God is NOT a lair.